well....heres the deal with putting a pet down by yourself.
You got to be ready to see a pet you love so dearly, die in a very inexpected way...and it might be hard to see, and there is a worse-case side to this too...
I worked for a boss who had to take his old hunting dog out to the farm to shoot it with his 22 rimfire.
he dug a grave for the dog, he lowered the old dog into the grave, said goodby and shot......5 times?
turns out that sometimes due to unknown factors , a simple shooting of a old pet can turn into a nightmare.....something that my boss found hard to live with at times...
he had to shoot his dearly loved pet 5 times before it went down....
this is very out of the norm,,,,most of the time this will not happen, but you have to be ready for when this does happen. Thats why you try to be very carefull with the first shot, because you know what a Nightmare this could turn into if your first shot is in error.
I took my pet to the vet, the end result was the same. but I am able to live with how things went with more ease than my boss can now after what happend to him and his pet..
The key is to remember that you love your pet, and your pet looks to you for some strong leadership now at this time of ending. Your pet trusts your heart, your pet trusts your love... If you have decided that the time has come for your pet to be put down, then your pet will trust this as well.
If you are able to do this ending by yourself, and understand the care you must take to make sure that the ending is as the ending should be.. Then be carefull in what you do,,,,Dont guess,,,,KNOW what you are going to do, dont let your mind be sidetracked into other things...Pay attention,,,you have to do this last one thing for your pet without error....your pet is counting on your love as well as your aim.
This is all part of the duty we share as the masters of our pets,,,,.