Gurdygurds,
Everything you describe can be attributed to me as well. The amount of time I was spending on forums, seeing all the 'new' stuff I needed to get through my day was starting to get scary. Almost to the point of obsessive. I realized that the forums were actually fueling my quest for more and better flashlights, more guns, more knives. When I started o limit my time on the 'net, I noticed that it was a repeat of what I felt years ago when I did my first great downsize; an awakening like coming-out of a temporary insanity. Again I looked at all the stuff I had accumulated again, and thought what the heck was I doing with all this stuff again!
It was like a drunk that had fallen off the wagon and had to go sober again. "My name is Carl, and I'm a forum gear junkie."
I find that I can get by very well with my little bit of gear like the Fenix E01, Vic classic or executive, and a P-38. Sometimes the executive gets replaced with a Leatherman squirt for a day or two. I find out that with senior citizen arthritic fingers, a small pliers is often handy. And the squirt blade is enough for 99% of my pocket knife needs, as is the classic. I still like the simplicity of the smaller classic, and if through backpackers on the Appalachian and Pacific coast trail can get by with a classic, thats a great vote of confidence.
Theres been an attack by a coyote here in the Texas hill country, and a couple sightings of mountain lion, so a small handgun is always in my right hand pocket. At my age I'm not going one on one with some animal with just a blade.
Staying away form the forums more and keeping track of the things that really matter in life, I find myself not caring near as much as I used to about 'stuff'. You're on the right track, Gurdygurds, stay on it. Once I stopped buying new knives, guns, and EDC gear that everyone thinks you can't do without, it's amazing how much more money the better half and I have to spend. Having jus tone drink a night, eating healthier with more salads and spending time not on the forums but out walking, we each lost 10 pounds in a few months, feel better, and had money to go spend three nights at the Hotel Havana in San Antonio and eat our on the river walk and sight see.
It's an amazing experience to go out with just a little keychain knife, tiny flashlight, and wallet and feel light and liberated. I've said goodbye to the whole over blown EDC thing and just carry what my dad carried in his day. It works out fine.