he was more than a good guy; I'll tell you what he was to me:
for one thing- I believed him.
You can take that to your Grandma's lace and wonder
He was lonely.
I don't know why
There should have been many candidates for his admiration.
He was solid and honest in an age of bullshit
I knew if I was with him and trouble threatened he'd be there..
How? Well, I am nothing more than a simple son of a bitch who has wandered farther than anyone is supposed in this ..place
and Pappy was a Marine. Many here have told me what that means.. once served always a Marine
he was an honest word to me
he and I could talk
He had no doubt I'd defend his ass if anyone tried to hurt him: and don't ask me why- he just knew, and so did I. He offerred to drop my sick neighbor-like many of you did. All he needed was bus fare and permission; but I wouldn't give it- you see, and Pappy knew, my problems were my own.
He had khuks hid around his place in classic paranoia and I loved him for it because it reminded me of me and Rusty and many I can't help but care about- and that was Pappy-- he cared. He was an honest man lonely about strangers . He was my friend. I had a love for him, and he me. Yeah. friends are like that.
I have no idea why- many of you are more to package- yet he trusted my words, and I him his meaning. When Pappy said a thing you could believe a thing. We had that. But you knew him and had that yourselves...
I felt that Pappy and I could walk a while together- yeah, like many of my friends here
He knew it too.
I don't know why God makes these things but He does
How could I trust an internet personality when life is so hard and plastic and superficial?
That was easy- it was Jerry Peasley.
He made the wooden cross that adorns my desk. He made it from scraps. He didn't have much money.
I knew If I landed upon his doorstep he would take me in
and the Cross sits on my computer as i write
do you, do you , have any idea now why he was a friend of such a fool as I?
No, I doubt you do. But I hope you do.
This is the end of my eulogy of Mr Jerry. He was solid as a dream. He was solid as a hope. He could and would.
I have nothing to say- Jerry would laugh.
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