I noted when watching Nicole talk about why she was leaving that she talked about her kids and not her partner. The term "conspicuous absence" came to mind, particularly compared to Jose's and Larry's comments about their wives. It was very, very good to see the inner movement of Jose and Larry and regardless of the outcome, it's clear that the time out there helped them find something deeper in their in their lives.
That may or may not be the case for Nicole. She's very skilled, very knowledgeable and very, very reserved, or at least she's very careful to curate her image by what she shares and doesn't share.
I'm pulling for David. I know a bunch of pastors and missionaries and know their struggles to maintain a home life and to maintain faith. David has shared some of that journey, or at least a few of the tips of the icebergs. David, I hope the experience led to healing for you.