Shane, I always thought if I ll be a good guy, work hard, everythings gonna be O.K.
6 years ago my mom got cancer, my drinking father stopped working.
I was only one feeding the family. She eventually recovered, I kick the old bastard away, she started to doing some creative work, got better in psychics and so forth..
I still thought if I ll work hard and be nice everythings turns O.K.
Now my brother lives back at home, doesnt gives any money to mother.
I m siting here, both hands crippled, still got to work, no help anywhere, doctors not interested.
I think the big Good doesnt exists in this word. I think there is big evil and huge evil and monstrous evil and very often one of thes catches us by the throat and asks : "Chose me or one of my brothers, but quickly."
Jaroslav