Terry M.
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Here comes diarrhea of the mouth. Please forgive, I just need to vent:
My wife’s health is not very good. We’ve been to The Mayo Clinic a couple times now and there just isn’t much they can do for her. She’s going to live in constant pain for the rest of her life. She’s told me numerous times that she’s done. She doesn’t want to live like this anymore. It‘s like a kick to the stomach for me. I can’t do anything for her other than to tell her I love her and be with her.
My 22 year old daughter is on the autism spectrum and has severe OCD. It‘s a handful for her to keep from melting down and having panic attacks. It’s also a handful to deal with seeing as how my wife has her own issues and is unable to help much. I’m my daughter’s “person” and if I’m not around to calm her down all Hell breaks loose.
My dad is 82 and misses my mom so much (almost four years passed) that he attempted suicide last night. I was at the hospital until 2 am with him. I sit here this morning after calling in to work awaiting a return call from the nurse to see exactly what his condition is. You can’t just show up to visit a person who’s attempted suicide willy nilly. There are rules. Trust me my wife has attempted suicide more times than I can count. I’m an expert here folks.
So here I sit. Trying to keep my mind from racing. Trying to take my mind off EVERYTHING. That’s why I love this forum and you all mean so much to me. For me, it’s an escape from reality. I sure could use some good vibes though. I’ve been questioning my faith A LOT here recently and I’m not sure what I believe anymore. If you send prayers, that’s totally fine, I’ll take whatever good juju, vibes and prayers that I can.
Thank you all for being here, for making this such a great release.
My wife’s health is not very good. We’ve been to The Mayo Clinic a couple times now and there just isn’t much they can do for her. She’s going to live in constant pain for the rest of her life. She’s told me numerous times that she’s done. She doesn’t want to live like this anymore. It‘s like a kick to the stomach for me. I can’t do anything for her other than to tell her I love her and be with her.
My 22 year old daughter is on the autism spectrum and has severe OCD. It‘s a handful for her to keep from melting down and having panic attacks. It’s also a handful to deal with seeing as how my wife has her own issues and is unable to help much. I’m my daughter’s “person” and if I’m not around to calm her down all Hell breaks loose.
My dad is 82 and misses my mom so much (almost four years passed) that he attempted suicide last night. I was at the hospital until 2 am with him. I sit here this morning after calling in to work awaiting a return call from the nurse to see exactly what his condition is. You can’t just show up to visit a person who’s attempted suicide willy nilly. There are rules. Trust me my wife has attempted suicide more times than I can count. I’m an expert here folks.
So here I sit. Trying to keep my mind from racing. Trying to take my mind off EVERYTHING. That’s why I love this forum and you all mean so much to me. For me, it’s an escape from reality. I sure could use some good vibes though. I’ve been questioning my faith A LOT here recently and I’m not sure what I believe anymore. If you send prayers, that’s totally fine, I’ll take whatever good juju, vibes and prayers that I can.
Thank you all for being here, for making this such a great release.