Too bad Nick, a few years ago I had some contact with a very disillusioned old maker from Texas who was clearly jaded by life and a lot of other things, including the "heat and beat bunch", as he put it. He said that the one man he felt affection for and respected was one young man Nick Wheeler who told it like it is and who clearly cared about other makers.
I personally traded a couple of posts with you and could feel your energy and cheeky confidence, which is not a bad thing, some people have an overinflated ego and spew BS with the hope that it will fool others, the fact is that when all you have is smoke and mirrors, when you remove the mirrors then all you left is smoke and the fraud is revealed, I never had that impression of you Mr. Wheeler. I saved a number of your posts in which you very unselfishly shared an absolute wealth of knowledge that most people would never share because in this business a lot of folks would prefer to keep their secrets, and understandably so. You and many of the other, older makers have however always boggled my mind in the way that you have been so willing to share, same as the moderators who take so much time to serve and do their job of patrolling these forums, I always marvel at their selflessness because it must be very time consuming.
So Nick, you have to do what you have to do....and if you are not being appreciated and respected then you do well to step back, much to the loss of all of us but you and your family come first. I personally will miss you, as will a lot of other folks.
You are right, something has changed, it is not just you.
AND, you make bloody amazing knives!!! Thanks particularly for your sharing of how to do really complicated things that most of us other folks would not have had a damned clue how to do....and special thanks to your Dad, he is clearly a wise honourable man who raised the same sort of kid.
So I am a long winded gusher too, who cares. You are a fine man Nick Wheeler. Believe me, regardless of what pissed you off here, there are a LOT of people that appreciate what you have given.
Take care buddy, Godspeed.
Mike