Jeeze...
Why can't people just be 'themselves' in these forums? None of us have to write anything to try and impress one another. All in all, most of us are impressive (interesting) enough, due to our differing backgrounds, countries or areas of residence, due to our life experiences and all, so that most anything any of us post can be useful or entertaining to one another.
Celtech, why don't you just start over here? Get a new screen name and come back, quietly introduce yourself, read and learn, simply make a comment or ask a question when you feel it's right and be straight with us.
That is the road to respect, not just here in the forums, but in 'real life' as well. You're young. Learn from some of these older guys how to act and react. You'll gain so much more if you just change the path you're taking through life... Take the road of honor, integrity, honesty.
Phil