I just found this thread. I am speechless (a very bizarre and rare event).
Thank you for the kind words, kind mail and some absolutely awesome displays of kindness. I started to slip into a cave that I visited many years ago and almost decided I no longer had much interest in knives. Thanks to guys like fever Doc, larry and Vince at bladeart, Don, COPFISH, Rich in PA, Three Michaels's (all with great tastes in Knives), a great guy named Raven, a big hearted bastid named RAZOR, Most of the Moderators of BF, some guys who I apologize for forgetting and one I cannot mention who spent alot of time e-mailing back and forth with Barbara, I would have called it a day, grabbed my favorite .45ACP and munched on a JHP.
I had a Doctor (Barbara FIRED his Butt yesterday) who postoned Surgery because he thought I was just interested in pain meds and would NEVER go thru with a Back Operation. he NEVER ONCE looked at any of the test results as he was "certain" I was faking this. After reading the report from the young neurosurgeon I PAID outta my pocket for his consult, my "former Doc" admitted his screw-up. He then admitted he never really had an OR scheduled and when I failed to 'chicken-out" he realized I might be the "real-deal".
So now I fight with my health insurance and when it's over, I shall be bak to BF, God willing 100% or close to it.
From barbara and I....THANK YOU............Ira