I, too, go back and forth on which hawk to get. This will be my first, and I've been vacillating on this issue for a month or so. I've read that the one thing they all have in common is that they are all weighted for throwing. But just how much throwing can the Vietnam hawk withstand? When I first started reading this forum, I didn't think I'd be interested that much in throwing, but it seems like recreational throwing will probably be done a lot more than killing a person; thus, my inclination these days is to go with the spike hawk. Everyone on this forum seems to swear by these. I think the best bet is to eventually get all the models. But the first one should be special in my opinion.