So my birthday is coming up and I'm getting a few bucks plus I've been saving up and I've been looking for a new folder. Im stuck between a paramilitary 2 or emerson. I ignored spyderco for a while till i bought a manix 2 a few months ago and fell in love with them again. And I've never had an emerson before and have been wanting one. I own a zt 0620 and 0630 and i love them but i want the real thing now. I've had my eye on a gentleman jim or bulldog. Maybe a cqc-7 but i have to check it out in person first. My new folder will be mainly for edc but also self defense. I know an emerson commander is popular but not really my taste. Any suggestions ? And i feel like if i dont pull the trigger on an emerson now when i have a little more to spend i won't buy one for awhile. But i also want a pm2 soon too so I'm in a dilemma