SVTFreak
that's a good response that I will read again, thank you.
It's near sleep time, another long day at the office tomorrow, so may I just select a few points for now.
Actually, judaism, Muslims and Christians all share the same God... Our pastor said it best. Churches would get along and get so much good done if they’d quit arguing over what color their alter is supposed to be.
Yes, the god of Abraham, my bad, I picked poorly for the example I gave.
Honestly, I like that comment from your Pastor, simple yet it covers so much.
Im glad you see that Christians are trying to do good. I promise you that there is much more good being done by us than bad. Unfortunately, the news makes it seem like we are all self righteous, judgemental hypocrites. I assure you, most of us who really try are humble and just want to help people, no matter their belief. If they convert, that’s icing on the cake.
I can agree with this, for I know Christians just like you describe there, and what they often do for people generally.
And yes, media gets more ratings by stories of nutters rather than the so common everyday good things going on. Misleading indeed.
I won't repeat past comments here, other than to say I see the good things coming from people, from human nature. Not from anything supernatural, regardless of what or why said people believe them.
Before I disappear for another 24 hours I will be a little more open.
My mother is a sincere Christian, always has been, always will be. As a child I regularly went to church and sunday school and learned Bible stories etc with my siblings.
By early teens I could see things that seemed wrong to me in some way or another with religion, things weren't adding up. So I told Mum I didn't want to go to church anymore. Mum accepted that, no pressure on me at all, though I know it grieves her to this day, many years later. I have a wonderful mother BTW.
As a child, one is very susceptible to believing what one is told. I had these beliefs in the back of my mind for years, and if I questioned any Christian about them, fairly quickly got to the subject of 'faith'. Have faith. Believe as a matter of faith.
I chewed that over for a long time, and no matter how I cut it, faith in the religious sense is, by definition, irrational.
I find I can't do irrational. I don't believe on faith, when faith means believing something not only without evidence, but also in the face of contradictory evidence.
Just because I found I couldn't accept Christian beliefs on faith, doesn't mean I tossed it aside. The childhood impression in my consciousness prevented that.
So I decided to try and figure it out rationally and objectively. And over a lot of years, here and there, on and off (in between girls and 'bikes and intoxication and various things) I have read numerous things on various aspects of Christianity, from many angles and perspectives. And that is still ongoing.
The result so far, the more information I take in and try to objectively ponder, the more it becomes clear to me that the supernatural beliefs of Christianity are not, indeed cannot, be true, and that the development of Christianity in the first few centuries CE was not at all how mainstream Christianity presents it.
It's rare to be able to discuss such topics, so I appreciate being able to do so here.