Okay, a couple of things....
About a year or so after our Sweatlodge was built and blessed we started being visited by what appeared to be an elderly ndn dressed in traditional clothing. I saw him many times, sometimes even during the day although he was a lot fainter in the daytime.
There were a very few other people who also saw him and a very few others that was aware of a presence but couldn't see him.
He was a benevolent spirit and I thought of him as being more of a teacher than anything else.
Haven't seen or been aware of him in a while now.
Several years ago now I went with a nephew to a spiritual camp up in South Dakota. Made a lot of friends up there. One lady, I thought, was especially nice and I made her a sister in a formal ceremony.
After the camp was over she came down to visit Barb and me before she went home.
About a year or two before this I blessed a special place down by Choteau where the Old Ones used to live so that anyone without a pure heart wouldn't be able to stay there or visit the location.
I took her down to Choteau and was going to show her the area and I looked and looked but still couldn't find the place although I knew I was close.
I knew there was a large area of grassland at the end of the old farm trail that we walked down and that sage grew there and as I wanted to gather some we proceeded down the old rutted road.
I became aware of something watching us and I knew that the place I had blessed was being protected by the spirits. Lynn felt it as well and started getting really antsy and extremely nervous.
She remarked that something was watching us and that IT wasn't Good!
I laughed inside as I knew better.
I also suddenly knew exactly where the place was and I knew for certain that I wasn't to bring her there! She wasn't who she let on to be and the spirits knew, I understood the warning well.
The feeling of being watched faded as we started getting further away from the area.
We walked to the where the woodland ended and the grassland started and I gathered some sage and we started back. The closer we started getting to the area as we were heading back the antsier Lynn grew and the faster she walked until she was almost at a trot. The feeling of being watched was overwhelmingly strong!!!!
She was being scared shltless and I was having a good laugh while being very grateful to the spirits for the warning.
I couldn't keep up with her, this was just a few months after my first back surgery.
Lynn was waiting impatiently by the car when I finally got there two or three minutes after she did.
She was in a very big hurry to leave the area although I wasn't feeling being watched anymore but she was.
When we got back to the house Lynn had become a different person and Barb and I started seeing a whole 'nother side to her.
She left the next day, after receiving some California White Sage from her that she had gathered a few months later that she promised to send we haven't heard anything else from her.
I'm glad.
I'm now very slow to make anyone a realitive formally in ceremony.
Guess it goes to show that the feeling of "The Fear" to one might be something good for another, at least in this case.
I have felt "The Fear" as well in another setting and like everyone else got the hell outta Dodge!